The medical procedure I had was a success and it's now time to have a baby! I am so excited! I have been taking some medications to help the lining of my uterus and also to help improve the quality of my eggs. I also downloaded an app on my phone called My Days. It's like a tracker of a woman's cycle. It tells you when your fertility is high and when you will ovulate. I think it could come in very handy. Just looking at the color codes of the days excites me. I think deliberately planning a baby is a fascinating task! I have to understand all these changes that occur in my body every month....things I have never tried to understand in full since the time I studied them in my science subjects.
We booked our tickets for Hongkong. Everyone in our family is going. My parents, my sister, her husband and their baby Emilio, myself, my son Toots and my Hunny Bed Ruel. This is our first family trip outside the country and I am brimming with excitement!
I guess you can say that these are happy days.
However, I just can't bring myself to just go skipping happily like a six-year-old kid now that something very bad had happened in Bohol and Cebu. I feel sorry for the people there and I feel terrible and paranoid several times a day because of what happened. I just tell myself that God will never let that kind of thing happen again. I pray every day, every night for God to keep us safe and I have to show Him that I have faith in Him. I have to overcome this negative feelings I have. They are not from the Holy Spirit.
"The Lord is my refuge. Whom shall I fear?"
What are your thoughts tonight?